Man, I feel like the whole world is falling down and around my ears. Got a call from my Mother, Uncle Henry is not doing to good and thye are calling all the family together because they don't think he will make it the rest of the week. !@#$ CANCER, it's all over him and he is no longer able to go to the bathroom and the cancer is eating away at his bones and muscular system and he is no longer able to walk. And if that was not enough my mom called again little later on in the evening and she was crying. "Shoot me , shoot me, please just shoot me now, Kim!" What's the matter mom what's going on? my auntie Carol who was diagnosed with lung cancer yesterday, she will be going in to the Cancer Center in Calgary to find out what stage, what the prognosis is, and is there anyway to stop it from killing her too. So folks that makes it 4 in the family with terminal cancers. My uncle with prostate cancer, a cousin with stomach cancer and one of my aunts with oarian cancer and the other with lung.
I am so afraid for my mom what is she going to do, how is she going to cope with losing so many to cancer all at once. It hurts so much, the tears just won't stop rolling. I spent almost all night being bombarded with memories of times gone past, when everyone was healthy and happy. I wish there was a way to travel back in time and take away all the pain and heart ache they are suffering ans will be suffering in the near future. But I know I can't change the past, but I can try and change the future. So expect alot more from me ont the subject of cancers, but first I need to do some research and make sure I have my facts before I blog them. Till later, all prayers for all cancer victims is really appreciated.
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